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mistressofmuses) wrote2021-05-25 09:12 pm
mistressofmuses) wrote2021-05-25 09:12 pm
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Today has very much been a braindead day, and it's frustrating me.
I have just no attention span whatsoever, and feel like I've got the worst damn brain fog.
It *may* be my period, because that's a particularly unpleasant thing right now, but the brain fog and mental struggle doesn't seem super consistent as a symptom of that.
Maybe it's more accurate to say I have all the *wrong* motivation right now. I want to read, and work on something creative, and go for a hike... but not sit at a desk and answer phones and do paperwork, sobcry. The whole day was me fighting my own brain, and I hate it.
I only have to struggle through one more day, and then I get my weird weekend(s). I've got two days off, two days on, two days off. Makes a nice change - usually when I've started a new schedule, I wind up having to work a longer week, rather than getting a short one.
This weekend I *have* to get the next chapter of Steffi's book edited! I started on it last week, but it's now been over two weeks since she sent it to me, and that's crappy. I don't mean to delay her.
I've also got to get the mermay fic finished. And as a silly reward thing for myself, I want to make a moodboard/cover thing for both it and for All Strange Wonders. I'm not great at it, lacking any editing software beyond google photos and a free canva account, but I find it fun, lol.
I have just no attention span whatsoever, and feel like I've got the worst damn brain fog.
It *may* be my period, because that's a particularly unpleasant thing right now, but the brain fog and mental struggle doesn't seem super consistent as a symptom of that.
Maybe it's more accurate to say I have all the *wrong* motivation right now. I want to read, and work on something creative, and go for a hike... but not sit at a desk and answer phones and do paperwork, sobcry. The whole day was me fighting my own brain, and I hate it.
I only have to struggle through one more day, and then I get my weird weekend(s). I've got two days off, two days on, two days off. Makes a nice change - usually when I've started a new schedule, I wind up having to work a longer week, rather than getting a short one.
This weekend I *have* to get the next chapter of Steffi's book edited! I started on it last week, but it's now been over two weeks since she sent it to me, and that's crappy. I don't mean to delay her.
I've also got to get the mermay fic finished. And as a silly reward thing for myself, I want to make a moodboard/cover thing for both it and for All Strange Wonders. I'm not great at it, lacking any editing software beyond google photos and a free canva account, but I find it fun, lol.