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mistressofmuses) wrote2022-07-02 11:15 pm
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Today started out at least slightly productive, but tanked pretty quickly.
Well, maybe not fair to say it started off productive... I made it through *9* snooze alarms. Yike.
But I did have an okay-ish day at work, I think. Idk, made a sale, got my shit done, did *some* of the followup stuff that needed doing. I have more to do tomorrow, and I'm hoping I can get things done and not just have my focus fall apart halfway through the day.
Alex isn't feeling well again. Took a Covid test and it was negative, but he said he was just impossibly fatigued all day.
Started off well for Camp NaNo yesterday, but now I'm staring at almost 11:30 and haven't had a chance to even look at the fic tonight. Welp.
I think that part of my general... blah... is probably just state-of-the-world stuff. There've just been horrifying Supreme Court decisions piling on top of each other all week, and I can barely even feel properly dismayed and disgusted by any of them because there are just SO MANY. I know that in and of itself can be a deliberate strategy to keep people from really reacting, but... it's just. It's all bad.
Well, maybe not fair to say it started off productive... I made it through *9* snooze alarms. Yike.
But I did have an okay-ish day at work, I think. Idk, made a sale, got my shit done, did *some* of the followup stuff that needed doing. I have more to do tomorrow, and I'm hoping I can get things done and not just have my focus fall apart halfway through the day.
Alex isn't feeling well again. Took a Covid test and it was negative, but he said he was just impossibly fatigued all day.
Started off well for Camp NaNo yesterday, but now I'm staring at almost 11:30 and haven't had a chance to even look at the fic tonight. Welp.
I think that part of my general... blah... is probably just state-of-the-world stuff. There've just been horrifying Supreme Court decisions piling on top of each other all week, and I can barely even feel properly dismayed and disgusted by any of them because there are just SO MANY. I know that in and of itself can be a deliberate strategy to keep people from really reacting, but... it's just. It's all bad.

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I can barely even feel properly dismayed and disgusted by any of them because there are just SO MANY.
Yes, this.
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But yeah. I just feel... exhausted and numb about all of it, and I know that isn't *helpful*, but there's so little that *is* helpful at this point... argh.